CHERRYQQ

It's gonna be wordy. I have warned you.

It's like you walked into my heart and started building a house in there. Every day you lay a new brick and cement it there and it's half a decent building now. It's sitting comfortably in the vacant spot that you're filling. You know how that feels? Warm, like I'm glowing softly. I tend to repel from anything remotely hot but this warmness you're bringing with you into me is infectious. It feels like a big fluffy blanket on a cold, rainy night. I've been smiling a lot more now and it's the kind of smiling that makes me want to pass it on. I smile at random people, at cats (I h8 cats), at my reflection (R-A-R-E), at the sky, at the flowers, at my electronic gadgets, in the lift to myself, at the vending machine, at almost everything. Hell, I'm even smiling in my sleep. I skip sad songs because they are irrelevant now, and every love song reminds me of you holding my hands or kissing me or your smile or your ridiculously gorgeous eyelashes or your texts or your hugs or your voice - it reminds me you. I've never felt this genuinely happy before, it's so new and it scares me sometimes because it also makes me think of the faults I have. The distance that's eventually going to be between us also scares me. For once, I'm this scared of losing something that's almost within my grasp now. But for now I'm contented. I'm contented with you.